moonlight 월광
{Sep 2,2014  - 0}

well, suicide can be the answer.

{Sep 2,2014  - 1}

i’m trying so hard to be positive about things right now, but it’s so hard  . . that i can’t. i’m not going to college this year, i haven’t been able to find a job yet, i’m being forced to lend money out to one of my family members, /even tho i need the money/ i might be getting my own apartment /stress/, my dad’s still in the hospital /it’s already been a week/, my parents are having financial problems, and i just don’t know what i’m gonna do with my life now. i just wanna curl up in a ball forever. i’m so useless.

{Sep 2,2014  - 0}
Anonymous: sorry to bother but why are you not in college then? its okay if you don't want to tell though :>

I sent in my papers and things for school, to my band that was supposed to sponsor me in the middle of may, and they just got back to me 3 weeks ago saying that they weren’t gonna fund me to attend college. ;; /crie s ;; so upsetting, idiots ;u;u

{Sep 2,2014  - 0}

this would’ve been my first day of college.

so upsetting . . ;u;u

{Sep 2,2014  - 90}


⚔ tinyxiumins’ 1st follow forever 

since this is my first follow forever and i have always thought that this things are supposed to be special (AND I ALSO BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT THAT ONE DAY I WOULD BE DOING ONE), i’m going to tell you my story so you’ll understand why you are special to me. don’t worry i’ll keep it short.

I apologize in advance for any grammar error you may encounter.  i don’t know how many of you will actually read it but i really hope you do. ok here we go…

i made this tumblr on january 2011 and i was a ‘regular’ blog meaning no kpop in my life yet (if you go to the core of this blog you’ll find a lot of cats and pizza posts, don’t ask me why, i’m still ashamed), but that change in july 2011 (around the time i started college) when i saw f(x)’s hot summer (men that’s a catchy song).
i was in denial for almost a year, like i would see a lot of kpop videos regularly (cause since i had just started college i had a lot of ‘free’ time) but i would keep telling myself ‘this is just the type of music you enjoy for a while not the kind you put on your ipod’ I WAS SO WRONG.
i started following kpop blogs around july-september 2012 but just that, i never reblog or liked anything (sorry for that), i liked just having them there… seeing them.
i started giving in on august 3rd 2012 when i downloaded my first kpop song snsd’s 소원을 말해봐 (Genie). the second sign of weakness was shown on december 9th 2012 when i reblog my first kpop related post, this sooyoung photoset.
a year of casual reblog passed, and yet i would still be in denial of the fact that kpop was all i knew and all i cared. by september 2013 all my reblogs were kpop related, i had already unfollowed almost all the ‘normal’ blogs i used to follow, that’s when i decided to become a full active kpop blog (i mean i already was but you know how it is). i kept my original url (wilburth) for a long time, but you know i need to changed it to really feel that new start.
so here we are now, i changed to tinyxiumins around may-june of this year, i have +450 kpop song on my ipod, i follow 105 kpop blogs and i couldn’t be happier really. 

[‘i’ll keep it short’ I’M SO FULL OF SH*T]

ok so to sum up i’m doing this ff because i’ve been here for a 3 years, i followed some of you over two years ago, some a year ago and some just last month, but every one of you has made me happy with everything you post. and also because i’ve gained a SH*T LOAD of followers since i became active and i’m really REALLY thankful for that.

✐   ok so what you came here for, the ff :)
✐   bold - mutuals (srly why do you follow me).
special people (you two are gonna have to hover for a message and please don't talk to me about them, i'm embarrassed) :
pamolita ✄ baekby
ultra special shoutout to the first six kpop blogs i followed over two years ago and who i held 100% responsible for how deep i am now in this fandom :
☃a - h :

antisulli ✄ baekyoons ✄ baekzone ✄ beautifulgeneration ✄ chen-s
choisulli ✄ chonghyeon ✄ cosmicdrive ✄ dyominion ✄ exober
exoisperf ✄ fan-qins ✄ femaleidol ✄ femaleidols ✄ generationofnine
girl-group ✄ gor-jessicat 

i - p :

iu-loveattack ✄ jesseseo ✄ jieunswifeu ✄ jinahpls ✄ kaeseul
keulzi ✄ kim-minseok ✄ kittenluna ✄ kyungsmash ✄ melonhun
minseoked ✄ minseoxual ✄ mnseok ✄ monoka ✄ norangna
o-exo ✄ ohsexiing ✄ parklunatic 

q - z :

s-ooyoungs ✄ s1cas ✄ sacrod ✄ sehukai ✄ sekaisquad 
sickals ✄ soijns ✄ sonyeoshidaesone ✄ sooyoungss ✄ soshifeels 
soshimoshi ✄ stopsojin ✄ taemintleaf ✄ taeoff ✄ telepany 
this-is-shiro ✄ tiffiana ✄ twerking-xiumin ✄ wu-fan ✄ xiuhanee 
xiumanizer ✄ xiuminsdreams ✄ xiupreme ✄ younas

special mention to these followers who i always see in my 'biggest fans', don't think i don't notice you ;) :

i know is not there (that’s why i’m telling you this here) but the purpose of that long ass message at the beginning was to tell you that kpop and you people help me go through my first year of college, being alone in a new city is not easy and kpop and tumblr became my scape so i’m really thankful (i’ve said it a thousand times but i really am)
ok here i go again… THANK YOU, thank you for just being who you are and for bringing me (la la la la la)happiness one reblog at the time. (apologies for the bad pun). i love you all and yay this was my 1st ff.

(disclaimer: my love for taeyeon it is not proportional to the size of the edit, my love for her does not has px limit, and i if you ever doubt me i will fight you, thank you)

{Sep 2,2014  - 0}
kpopandanimelover: Hi there! If you are getting this post it means that somebody believes you are beautifulヽ(*≧ω≦)ノ pass this to those you think they deserve it. This can change somebody’s day <3

awe bby , 

thanku ;u;u

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EXO-K (Insp.)

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sehun doing yixing’s chiyoo~ chiyoo~ healing hand gesture
{Sep 2,2014  - 1}

tagged by ohfleurs ~ thanks bbby 

name: jessica
nickname: jess, jessie
birthday: january 2nd
gender: female
sexuality: heterosexual
height: 175 cm (or 5’9)
time zone: EST (Eastern Standard Time)
what time and date is it there: 9/2/14 and 7:21am
average hours of sleep: 4-5 ops wat is sleep
OTPs: sekai, and sekaibaek
last thing I googled: jobs in ottawa
first word to come to mind: tea ;u;u
last thing I said to a family member:  ?? ‘what are you talking about’ hah
one place that makes me happy and why: the city~ or my grandmas house awe ♡ my grandma means the world to me;;
how many blankets I sleep under: 3
favorite beverage: steeped tea and iced tea c:
last movie I watched in the cinema: oh go d idek
advice for my followers: never give up, because you only have one life, life it the way you want too~
listen to this song: this om g my fave song right now ;u;u iggy is my gurl
my blogs: this one, and my anime blog~ 

tagging: oh-sehunsuhotnesskaiencebelow-xeroaeoseajnoginamigonewdiehundelosot12 //sorry if you’ve done is already ops /chu 


{Sep 2,2014  - 0}
suhotness: what is photoshop ;u;

om g bea ?!? ? ?? water u takin about your graphics and gifs are A++